I WILL ride my bear!
We all face moments in our lives, when we are not sure HOW we will accomplish what we are setting out to do. I was contacted by a literary agent in New York that feels I have a relevant story to tell. She has asked me for a 50 page proposal on a potential book, due in about a week and a half. I felt 100% confident on embarking on this, until I sat down at the computer to start. My insecurities flared up. There has always been a pink elephant inside of myself that stood for a weak mind. Stupidity is a self imposed barrier I have placed between myself and accomplishment. At this very moment in my life I am having to face it... square on... and instead of a nice pink elephant it appears more like a ferocious grizzly bear. Facing it is scaring me. I have never been one to back down though. I am facing that bear with all of the energy of my soul. I will tame and ride that bear. Facing him alone is terrifying, but I know that God is behind me. If he is for me? WHO can be against me? I've GOT THIS! Is my mantra right now. Believing in THIS miracle of being able to write a book has been a constant battle. But I will overcome my OWN insecurities. This book WILL be written! The outcome of how it will be received is out of my hands. BUT it will be accomplished. SUPER POWERS ENGAGE! :)
Posted at 11:11 AM